I sent Ben to pick up something for dessert yesterday he came home with a giant bag of Swedish Fish which is now almost gone. I had 4 of 5 handfuls of them yesterday and 2 handfuls today. I can't wait until they are gone no more temptation. Besides Swedish Fish I've had 2 pieces of string cheese and 3 handfuls of peanuts. Oh and 2 bottles of water. I haven't been doing very good on getting my gallon in lately. I really need to focus on getting it in... I need to succeed at something on this journey and that should be easy enough to do.
I feel like I'm letting everyone down. I'm not being very inspirational and not sticking to anything anymore. I don't even know why I'm still writing in this blog. :( It seems that I have just given up... now I'm focused on maintaining my weight. I don't workout anymore... I eat crap... I'm back where I started. I need to find my motivation again. I'm really hoping when I go to this new doctor on Wednesday he can put me on some meds that help me not be so tired all the time... maybe help me feel like doing something again. We will just have to see.
Let the lbs melt!!!
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